Finally, i have completed another H.K. drama serials titled, C.I.B. Files :) Watching drama serials have alwayz been my favourite past time and there's much life lessons to learn from it. The ending was typical, whereby the couples got together and lived happily ever after but i still like to watch it. Somehow, was so overwhelmed by it that i felt like falling in love again and finding a partner. But of coz, it's alwiz not easy to find someone whom u like and will reciprocate the feelins. I guess fate is really a farnee thing. It is not just about liking the person but the timings are important as well. Wrong timing even by just a second, you will not get it... just like me :) Hmm...nevertheless, am glad that he is happie with his life now. Time reali can wash everything away though there will be a scar but it wouldn't hurt as much as compared to fresh wounds.
I m not the typical gal where moz guyz would go after or stuffs n becoz its like that, m phobic when it comes to outings with just a guy alone. Its the inferiority complex that i have to live with n that probably explains y i have a certain reaction towards men. I have just received an invitation to a movie next month but m rather hesitant about it. Not that m being arrogant that wooo..someone is askin me out but rather, is he mad or somethin of having to ask this kind of gal out.... and mind you, it may mean nothing but jsut a catching up session and that i m thinkin too much. haiz. Yet, when i have a certain feelin for a guy, telling him is definitely not a move that i will take due to various reasons. I guess, its just small little gestures that I can do that m contented with upon seein him happie. Moz imptly is to control your feelings and not allow urself fallin too deep into it becoz @ the end of the day, if it doesn't work out, u will not b so dissappointed. As my philosophy goes, if it comes it'll come. If it goes, it'll go.
Ever heard of the saying, "Never eat and shit in your own backyard"? This was a topic which we toked about previously with the APDians... and today, this sentence appeared again when the Baby-Gs were tokin about it. My boss mentioned that it is rather dangerous to have your spouse or partner working with you because you can never lie about your working hours and etc as his/her antenna will be super high. On the contrary, it can be really sweet havin to work together in a similar environment <mind u, not same dpt or smth> especially if your job is of irregular hours and etc because the common understanding will be there. Of coz, many other factors such as trust, communication and etc comes in. But if you reali feel something for this someone, will you reali stop urself from developing the relationship due to previous experience of having to eat n shit in ur own backyard?
Was wondering when u feel somethin for someone, will u start dreamin of ur future when nothing is developed as yet? For eg, seein him as a life partner and being able to do many things together... or is this too far-fetched to be seen? Hmm...
Toking about love n happiness, would like to extend my most heartfelt congragulations to my cousin and his wife <from HK> on their ROM yesterday. The Legends was sure a beautiful place for a small group of pple. Nice time catching up w relatives n nice food, especially The Bread n Butter Pudding!!! And of coz, it was sweet of B.S. and Spidy to come and pick me up the hill...@ Fort Canning Hill. Wuz alittle surprise to get a lift from there though i duno who remembered and arranged it :p
Someone whom i look up to is finally tying the knot this Saturday!!! Am lookin forward to it as i will get to meet up with many old-time friends too...can't wait. And yes, another red bomb dropped from SN too!!! M surprised that i m not forgotten... will definitely make it there. 2 red bombs before the next pay day but it is worth it coz juz imagine who n wat u gona do =P
That's all for lovey dovey things for now... will continue later in the day where i will prob tok about children? Prob not a happie story but m overwhelmed by it too. Am glad that i m off.... m just so worn out.... I wana be a TOFU today!!!